2010

The last decade has been a whirlwind of experiences in enough countries to keep me intrigued about the differences in cultures expectations interests and understandings.

As 2010 opens the door to new emotions and steadfast ideals I find the lust to drag my toys to their knees far more attractive than using my gentle smile to capture them.

Each year my dreams become more hard core more sexual.

Perhaps I verge on the edge of at least the concept of non consensual control more and more as each day passes.

As I have said year after year, I am not the Woman you should crave to own you.

I cannot be changed nor gentled.

If I take you to be mine you can be sure I am the Woman you bring out in me.

The one that sees beyond the obvious.

The one who lusts for you as much as you lust for me.

January 2010 has already begun with a bang, not a negative to be found.

There are a few things I am looking forward to concentrating on with a passion for controlling the mind through the body rather than vise versa.

Simple rope bondage not for beauty but for predicament discomfort suffering and endurance.

The reward for amusing me may be sensual rope seduction in mellow moments leading to the thirst for possession...the strap on!

I am developing a rubber fetish which I intend to feed this year.

One piece at a time until the new wardrobe matches the leather I already enjoy.

After having the opportunity to scene in the rubber world through rubbert and his lovely Lady Melissa my list of 'toys I must have' has grown in ways I did not expect but embrace lustily. Though I have resisted the temptation until now to embrace rubber whole heartedly I am now completely enamored.

Rubber for rubbers sake could not have tempted me but the journey of discovering the many layers of emotions pain and freedom within has.

Vac beds now float in my head and are added to the list I know will be satisfied by years end.

My desire and need to once again jump whole heartedly into a D/s female led relationship 24/7 is what I anticipate sating.

The next decade promises new opportunities to delve into unexplored depravities with some of the kinkiest people in the world. Who will have the honor of wearing my diamonds on their collar?