You spend years going to University to become a lawyer, a doctor or a technical genius.
You have studied foreign languages and now speak several fluently. You have a well paying job but satisfaction with your life eludes you.
Your fantasies of slavery consume your every waking thought with images of obeying the controlling Mistress through every indignity you can imagine. You fantasize about being ordered to serve your Mistress's dominant friends both sexually and as a house toy slaving over mundane domestic tasks.
You envision hours and even days of being caged.
Totally dominated by her cruelty. Shown off as an object with no rights or personal freedom. A plaything to be rented out at her discretion.
Your talents and skills to be sold for her amusement and financial gain!
You become all you can be as you take courses in cooking and massage and in your fantasy you imagine that this Mistress gains from owning you.
BUT it is doubtful you will ever get the chance to taste the opportunity because your fantasy reaches the realm of impossibility when you offer to relocate, give up your job and become fully dependent on your Mistress for all of your personal needs.
Your offering her your skills as a cook, servant, masseuse, slut and the use of all of your talents you previously used to be self supporting only become a burden to her.
You seek 24/7, usually in a foreign Country, believing that her renting you out or selling your skills will at least cover the cost in owning you.
This is where FANTASY meets REALITY! you are really trading one employer for another. you are asking the Mistress to seek out the jobs that will pay your way. you are assuming that it is common practice for dominants to rent or buy the skills of slaves when in fact there are so many slave wanna be's in the world money only changes hands between dominants in well thought out scenes.
Use your honesty when you face the mirror and answer each question that I give to you. Think logically and use the real world as your map to REALITY.
What is the cost in dollars to pay the rent, electricity and heat on this new home you crave to call your own. Add food and clothing. Keep adding! Real life is expensive as you have found out living your day to day mundane life.
Add the wardrobe that the dominant wears in your fantasy, from the leather to the boots of impossible standards. REALITY will tell you that you are still thinking too small...keep adding...
TOYS, O yes the toys used to control. Food, entertainment, the clubs that are an important part of her D/s lifestyle. Then you ask to be added to her financial responsibility but in a round about way. Her intellect will not allow her ego to be fooled into thinking she is getting a good deal.
You say that you wish for her to care for you. To control you, both giving you your pleasure and denying it as is her wish. This statement in reality is another way of saying that you wish for the Mistress to fulfill your fantasy of being controlled.
You don't even honor her by knowing her before asking for so much. When you make the offer of becoming her house servant so that she may never lift another finger you only fool yourself. It is the servant in you that you wish to experience under the controlling hand of a dominant Woman.
She already knows that it is faster and easier to clean her own home than it is to make sure you are doing it to her high standards.


Now think a little deeper, I know you can do it!
"IF" A Mistress eagerly accepts your relocation offer and agrees to throw you into slavery how long will you really be able to endure the fantasy you have created for yourself?
If your honesty allows it can you convince yourself that sleeping on the floor night after night with no more than a little food and water is a lifestyle that will be satisfying?
How soon will your personality stay intact after constant dehumanization and once you become no more than an object what makes you think your skills will remain sharp and useful?
So much to think about "IF" you are APPROACHING with true 24/7 in mind.